Intentions

what a funny word. what is the old addage. The road to hell is paved with good intentions. My intention is to hold Jessicas deadbeat dad to his appropriate level of accountability. After at least 10 phone calls , messages, and finally (after not as much as one courtesy phone call back) a verbal threat to go to his house and get J's BirthCertificate and Social security with a sherriff if necessary. He calls this morning on my cell phone ( we let Jessica take it with her to call for a ride when she was ready to go) during her orientation and proceeds to yell at her thinking its me and then even after he Knows its Jessica proceeds to tell her that if we call ever again and ask him for anything (... mind you he still hasn't completed her medicaid application, HE is still legally responsible for getting her to court in RALIEGH, He is still ALLEGEDLY responsible for her clothing and basic care -- after all he claims her on HIS taxes)... he is going to put a restraining order on US! Now that shit is (...ALMOST>>??) Laughable. I don't think he knows me very well - actually I know he doesn't know me very well otherwise he wouldn't bother with verbal sparring ----( a wise old pastor stewart says hes just sparring.. and even Pastor Stewart said he wouldn't verbally spar with me... LOL...)--- especially when that DUMB MOther fucker doesn't have a leg to stand on. So my intention is to go to social services which I SHOULD HAVE DONE a while back -- but I honestly believed this Sperm donor of a father-- was going to at least take care of some of her basic needs like Medicaid, so she can see a Dr if necessary, so she could get glasses and basis dental care... Silly me for being an optimist. No point living in the past with what I should have done differently -- life is too short . Thanks for letting me vent! Peace If anyone knows anyone who may have an old pair of flat black slip resistant shoes that they can let go of I would be grateful. also she needs a short - full length sleeved non button down black shirt size Large - xl if it can be shrunk. I am not begging ( yet ) but I know people can't fulfill needs unless they KNOW there is a need. So if anyone reading this can ask around their social circles I would be much appreciative.